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| Learning from my mistakes
by lilyrayne at 11/7/2009 12:59:29 AM
I try very hard to learn from my mistakes and not repeat them again. And sometimes it is not easy. I look back now and can't believe how truly stupid I was to believe all the lies and not see what was there in front of my face...(all the women, the constant phone calls, never having any time.) I chalked it all up to him working so hard and being so tired but deep down I knew it was a lie. And now after going through all of that, I fear that I am destined to go through it all over again. Oh no, I nearly had to become a monster just to get myself away from that in the first place. I'll be damned if I let it happen again!
Am I bitter? Jaded? No, just cautious. I try not to dwell on the bad times nor live in the past. But lately, it's been hard not to recall it. I just hope that this time I've learned enough to get through it unscathed. 
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