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| New Years
by j_steele at 12/29/2007 3:23:37 PM
 As the New Year approaches I find myself facing the holiday once again alone. I will not be totally alone, My son who is nine and I will sit on the couch with a big bowl of popcorn and watch the new year rockin’ eave on the tube like we have for the past five years. I always no matter how many relationships I find myself in end up alone on new years and during the holiday season. We dream of a day when we will be joined by someone who will want to sit beside us on the couch, someone to kiss on new years at midnight. A real family. Someone to call our own.
But every year we sit alone, we smile at each other but we know something is missing from our lives, something we thought we had finally found, but is gone again. We always make due. We survive, and most times even manage to find a good time despite what we miss. They say it is better to love and lost than never to have loved at all, but sometimes I wonder if that is really true, is it better to have love and lost, and to miss what you once had, or would it be better to have never known at all? Cheers All, and have a good new year. 
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