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| Lost and lonely
by jim4060 at 1/5/2008 1:11:13 AM
i DONT KNOW WHERE TO GO FROM HERE.I HAVE TRIED NUMEROUSE TIMES TO FIND SOMEONE WHO WILL WANT ME FOR WHO I AM NOT WHAT I HAVE.I HAVEBEEN MADE TO LOOK LIKE A FOOL TO MANY PEOPLE AND AM SICK OF BEING HURT BECAUSE I DONT REALLY KNOW HOW TO MEET PEOPLE.I AM A SHY GUY, BUT HONEST AND SINCERE.I LKE TO HOLD A PERSON AND RUN MY FINGERS THROUGH HER HAIR AND JUST ENJOY BEING CLOSE TO HER.SEX IS NOT A BIG ISSUE FOR ME I AM NOT LOOKING JUST FOR SEX, BUT FOR AN HONEST CARING PERSON WHO LIKES TO TAKE WALKS, OR GO TO THE MOVIES OR JUST HANGING OUT AT HOME BEING CLOSE TO ONE ANOTHER.RIGHT NOW I TRIED GET A DATE WITH A GIRL FROM WORK BUT SHE PLAYED A CRUEK TRICK ON ME BECAUSE SHE WANTED TO HAVE SOME FUN.I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN BETTER BUR I WAS TOO EAGER TO FIND THE PERSON TO COMPLETE MY LIFE.SHE SAID SHE WOULD GO OUT TO TH EMOVIES WITH ME AND WHEN I WENT TO PICK HER UP SHE JUST LAUGHED IN MY FANCE AND SHUT HER DOOR.AND MADE ME FEEL COMPLETELY MISERABLE.
AM I DESTINED TO BE ALONE?WILL I EVER FIND HER.IS LONELINESS MY ONLY COMPANION.I DONT KNOW BUT IT HURTS.MORE THAN PEOPLE KNOW.TEARS FLOW CONSTANTLY WHEN I THINK OF HER CUZ I REALLY LIKE JEN.SHE WAS SO NICE TO ME UNTIL I FOUND OUT WHAT SHE WAS DOING.LOVE IS ALMOST DEAD TO ME NOW I WANT IT SO BAD BUT NOW AM AFRAID.THIS IS MY LAST CHANCE.
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