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INTO THE LIFE OF MS. DIANNA
by annie_go_lately at 2/18/2008 4:46:52 PM


well, i must say,i've had one heck of a weekend!!thursday night,i couldn't "sleep at all last night, i was tossing and turning,turning and tossing" not really, cause i never made it to bed. my meds didn't even work on me. so around 7:00a.m. i took some more meds and finally they kicked in. around 4:30,a knock came to the door, it was my grandson. my daughter-in-law had come to take me out to their house for a while. well, they had awoked me and now i had to get dressed and now pack my bags.but, i was still droggy from my meds.after getting everything out to the van, i still had my personal bag i had to pack. so, here i was in the bathroom , trying to collect everything . when ,i accidently dropped my comb-pick behind the bathroom door. when i picked it up, i losted my balanced and still being droggy ......... i failed backwards and landed in the tub. i couldn't hardly move!! no one came in the house that whole intire time that i layed there. so , finally , after praying , God , helped me get my silly self out of the tub. WHAT A MESS !!!
finally getting into the van, i told my daughter-in-law what happened. you don't want to know what she had to say!!
anyhow!!my daughter from springfield came up. we all went to the aisle of capri casino in booneville. well , i walked in there with my money , plus my daughter gave me $60.00 .but, guess what ... i forgot my glasses . when i found me a machine to play on , i'll be dog go !!! i couldn't make out which button to push or what button not to push or .... ???? well , heck ...i should of just stayed home with my silly drugged up ,sleepless a** !! smoked my cigarettes and made me coffee. at least i know just about how my nights will go . i won't have to worry about loosing money. oh, i didn't didn't tell you that!! yea.. i walked in there with my money , feeling all good ....ain't been out in ages .....and when i do .. the thing i NEEDED the most to make SURE i make A-L-L the right moves -----i leave it at home---then, i foolishly take a chance -----and i LOOSE IT ALL sounds a little like love!! you just got to becareful when it comes to who you pick.i know. thats why its very hard for me now.i know the differance between a real fruit or a made up plastic one. going thru my storms and my hell didn't leave me teachless...my scars proves that for me and thats all that matters.if I KNOW I CAN MAKE IT AND HELP SOME ONE ELSE ,WHO MAY BE ONCE LIKE I WAS, THEN....GOD GIVE ME THE GRACE TO STAND AND DO IT !!!!!