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| INTO THE LIFE OF MS. DIANNA
by annie_go_lately at 2/22/2008 3:11:10 AM
YIPPEE YI-A...SHOOT!! THING AIN'T EVEN SPELT RIGHT. AT THIS MOMENT.. WHO GIVES A FLYING RATS ASS! I MEAN.. I DON'T. AS LONG AS THAT CRITTER DON'T COME INTO MY HOUSE TO GET HIS BUTT WARM AND LOOKING FOR FOOD ... HIM AND I CAN BE BUDDIES. THAT IS , AS LONG AS HE KEEPS HIS HAIRY SELF OUTSIDE FOR THE WINTER....WELL,SPRING,SUMMER AND FALL TOO. OR I'LL HAVE TO SHOOT HIM.
MAN..I AM SO TIRED AND SICK OF HAVING TO PUT UP WITH ME. THIS CRAZY WAY OF HAVING TO SURVIVE , JUST TO LIVE ..IS JUST PATHETIC. WHEN I TALK TO MY SISTERS AND MY SON ABOUT ME NOT SLEEPING. THEY SAY I NEED TO TALK WITH MY DOCTOR AND TELL THEM THAT MY PILLS NEED TO BE CHANGED BECAUSE THEIR NOT HELPING ME TO SLEEP.BUT..I KEEP TELLING THEM , IT'S ""NOT"" MY PILLS . MY PILLS ARE FINE. THEY WORK ON ME. THEY DO WHAT THEY ARE SUPPOSE TO DO. BUT , IT'S ALL ME!! I FIGHT IT. THE MINUTE I BEGIN FEELING THEM WORKING ..I BEGIN TO "REBEL""AGAINST THEM. MY BODY WANTS TO GO TO SLEEP, BUT, MY MIND SAYS NO. I HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL DAYLIGHT. AND THEN I DREAD IT. I AM SO SCREWES!! AND I AM SO TIRED OF BEING THAT WAY. I DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH LONGER I CAN HOLD OUT . I'M GOING TO CRASH BECAUSE OF IT, SOONER OR LATER. AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE OUT COME OF IT WELL BE. WELL, I'VE GOT TO GET MY DROGGY BUTT OFF OF HERE. CRAP!! PROBLY ABOUT HOUR AND HALF ,I'LL BE COMPLETELY WOKED AND NO DROZINESS TO DEAL WITH. LOLOLO THAT'S WHAT YOU CALL, MIND OVER MATTER !!I GUESS ....
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