|
|
|
Back To Blog Entries
| !!Goin Crazy!!
by luckyirish27 at 3/5/2008 2:02:06 PM
What's up with all the kiddy games? I swear, I feel like I'm back in high school with some of these guys I've talked to over the last couple months. And why is it that people never know what they want? Is it really all that confusing?
I thought I'd have better luck on a site like this because 98% of the guys I've met in the "real world" were a**holes, too immature, creepy..whatever the case. Long story short, they just weren't right for me. Well, for a second I honestly thought that my luck was starting to change because I had started talking to some guys on here who seemed really decent & nice..damn, was I wrong. Some of them were just straight up weird..talking about things that made absolutely NO sense n' just..Wow, is all I can say.
For example::I asked one guy what he liked to do for fun and his answer was "Well, I don't go anywhere. I sit in my house almost everyday." So, I asked him why he did that and his next answer was, "Dude, I have like every channel on my T.V that you could possibly imagine so why would I want to leave my house?" Um..can you believe that? haha, I wanted to hang up right then n' there, but I'm not rude so I kept talking to him until we finally hung up. Needless to say, we never talked again.
I am NOT a picky person when it comes to men. Yea, there are certain qualities I want in someone and I refuse to just go for anyone cuz it's convienent, but I have had the hardest trouble it seems. I haven't even really found someone that can hold a conversation on the telephone or find something to talk about that's interesting! I like to talk on the phone cuz I think it's a good way to get to know someone instead of emailing them back n' forth. I think it might be time to just give up on all this cuz it's starting to seem pretty hopeless for me. I can't understand what I'm doing wrong here. Is it me? Am I the only one who has troulbe like this? I am not an ugly girl! I'm not boring, f*cked up, selfish, vain, b*tchy, psycho, etc. etc...so what the hell is wrong? Imma good person who deserves a good man so why can't I find one? I feel almost desperate in a way, but I def. know better than to settle for less. I've done that before and it got me in a bunch of sh*t so never again. I know what I want and I'm not gonna lower all of that just because I want someone special in my life. If I would do that, I would be in a relationship where I was miserable 24/7, that's NOT what I want. I'd rather be single for the rest of my life than with someone who didn't make me happy.
I dunno..maybe I'm giving up too easy. I know things like this take time, but I'm one of those people who want instant gratification, ya know? I want what I want when I want it! lol..I should start practicing patience, huh? Ok ok, I'll try to hang in there a lil longer and see what happens. But, if I meet another perverted creep who wants to have sex with me in a chat room..Imma go craaazzyy!
Thanks for reading..byebye =)
|
|
|
|
|
 |