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| ::Frustrated::
by luckyirish27 at 3/12/2008 2:51:27 PM
Ugh, I'm having such a hard time. I dunno what's wrong with me anymore, I truly don't. I'm so frustrated with myself and life! N' I hate complaining n' b*tching cuz I have a wonderful life, I'm greatful for it too, but the one area that I want fixed is the one I have the most trouble with. I want someone in my life, someone *special*. And it's not like I'm looking for Mr. Impossible here. I don't have a list of 3,499 things that I want a guy to be like or have and if he doesn't have ALL of those things then I can't be with him. My standards n' wants are NOT unreasonable or ridiculous either! I want what most people want to find in someone-"the basics" I'll call them. And I'm having the hardest time understanding why my search is so damn difficult. I just don't know anymore....
I got 4 emails today from various guys and they all pretty much said the same thing "Hey, you lookin for some kinky sex? Hit me up if you are!"--If I was lookin for a f*ck why would I come on the internet? If I wanted just sex, I could have it, but that's NOT what I'm looking for. I'm not on here lookin for a sex buddy, friends with benefits, or Mr. Right Now!
I don't even know what to say right now..this site has turned out to be bringing me more bad luck than what I started with, lol.
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