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| Sometimes choices are tough.
by ks52 at 3/17/2008 6:25:17 PM
Why are there always so many elements to every problem for which you are trying to find the solutions? How can you see all the events that could possibly be swirling around the darkest recesses of the quagmires? Would you really want to know for sure? Is not your imaginings, that are fueled by fears and whatever emotions that are prevalent, enough for any human being? Does God or the gods that be, really expect more of you? Do you expect more than you can humanly obtain? Can it not simply be…because you think it is right?
Damn it!!! Why does life have to be continually so hard in its choices?
Ok, ok….I know this sounds as if I am whining. And I am. Nevertheless, the decision of mine tonight, could just cost me my eldest son. It is a scary thing to know a lot about the “ripple effect” of life and stand by with shoulders held taught, and wait for whatever “blow” you are going to have to bear. Because you know, you are right? Or perhaps, because there are no more choices or chances?
Wow! If you aren’t crazy by the time you reach this age…..there is something wrong with you.
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