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by elanabanana at 3/22/2008 10:50:35 AM

I haven't really blogged on here for a while because frankly, well... I forgot about this place. I have alot of emails to sort through, and I'm sort of putting it off. I started a new job working in a hospital kitchen. I still haven't met that older guy yet. I mean, he SEEMS to want to meet, but he hasn't really asked me yet. We've been chatting online and on the phone for about six months now. I chatted with him even before I met my last boyfriend (whom I've also met on this website. Go fig), for about six months now. I'm not so sure though. I mean, I won't hear from him for weeks and weeks, then I get an email saying something like "Hey, where have you been? I missed ya, kiddo." Plus he's always flying out of state because of his job, so that makes things more difficult.

Maybe he's married. He IS older, you know. Older guys are usually married. What if he's got a wife and three kids, and is just doing this online thing to hustle naive young women such as myself? I'm not planning to become a homewrecker any time soon, he can count on that!

Anyways, I'm not going to hang my life on guys anymore. I've decided that maybe I don't want anymore boyfriends for a while. I mean, I have be happy with my own company before I get locked in someone else's right?