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| my thoughts at the moment...
by creativegirl at 4/12/2008 2:18:32 PM
most of the time i feel so confused.should i follow my heart or do what is safe?i really want to follow my heart,but i'm afraid.i'm afraid that if i follow my heart that my heart will be broken and i might not be able to put it together again.i'm not lucky in the love department-i never have been.my guy friends say it's because i care and love sooo much that it scares men or it makes them feel wierd because they are not use to being treated so well.i love taking care of a man that loves me-it's when they don't love me and are cheating on me with b*tchy girls,but is still with me because he likes having the best of both worlds-i don't like.i don't play games with men's heads-i don't see a point in it.if you like someone be with them.i'm just looking for a man that will treat me as well as i treat him,that doesn't lie to me,won't cheat on me,and won't play mind games with me.i'm happy with who i am and i just want to be with someone i can be happy with and won't be afraid to follow my heart with.i want to make the leap,but i just don't want to do it alone anymore.i'm just tired of everything being one-sided.i don't know...
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