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| A New Heart
by jlew731 at 4/22/2008 5:36:33 PM
So for no reason at all Ive been doing a lot, of thinking on what type of person do i want to be. We all have our characters we play in life, and then we find a role were happy playing. Im becoming this person that has a large amount of love in my heart. i dont know where i get it from. I feel like I understand and accept all things in life, but I couldnt explain them. For example , when my ex broke up with me, it didnt really hurt, because I understand as a human she has to find what she wants in life, and I may not be a part of that. Were all entitled to rid ourselves of something we dont want to be around, or something we get sick of. Our ever changing environment, because of new things we pick up, and things we put down. I realize now were all just trying to get to our goals, and thats all that matters. I dont know, all I know is that I feel like love cant hurt me. I dont know if this is a good thing or bad. Good because Ill never have my heart broke, bad because I dont know if its a lack of emotion. I feel like I cant cry. I also feel like Im the final person Im going to be in life. I have my career I love, this job will enable me to work for myself real soon. I truly have love for everyone, even the people I will never know. I dont know why but I do. I was raised religiously, but I have not been to church in years. I got love. I found a new heart, and Im gonna keep this one. i like this feeling. I cant be hurt emotionally. My heart is an endless pit.
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