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| The reason, I'm like I am.
by dreamangel8 at 4/26/2008 1:05:30 PM
Another blog another rant...
My only problems in life seem to come only from men..Yet i'm not surprised
I try my best to be damn near perfect...i'm sweet, honest, loyal and caring..you would think that would be enough! haha HELL NO!
Everytime i put myself out there i feel like i get the short end of the stick, next time i even consider developing feeling for someone i need to be slapped.
I'm a very bitter person when it comes to dealing with emotions...I don't fall in love quick at all and some people have this perception that i'm trying to fall in love and shit with them...nah i'm sorry if you are that vain that you belive someone is like madly in love with you and i just think you're cool. Then you get all scared and run away.....wow
OR the guy that always seems to slip through the crack the one who treats you like a princess one minute and the next day you are a mere shadow.
Why can't people just be real, you know? Don't pretend like i could be that someone special in your life and the next day, you've moved on. How conflicted is that..what if someone played on your emotions? I won't be that person b/c I could never hurt anyone..and karma is powerful thing 
Then lets talk about you guys who think it's o.k to place people on the back burner while you venture out to persue other women and when things fall apart with them you come back to me...B*TCH are you serious??
ooooh i'm gonna act like everything is peachy cream but it's not....you will never have a ounce of my trust or respect ever again and i wouldn't pour piss on you if you were on fire but guess what i'm still smiling
even though alot of you men try to put me through the ringer...
Let it be known that I protect my heart above all things b/c it is the most easiest to deceive...and before i even develop more then a fondness of you i will know you inside and out..I know how it is to be hurt and i won't allow some man who is not worthy to shine my shoes let alone have a place in my life control the emotions of my heart.
When i become the one you believe in your heart is sent from heaven then you come at me, if i can't be that one in your life then..i rather be nothing at all.
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