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| Was it my picture or something I said?
by imalistning at 4/27/2008 9:53:24 PM
I am a very easy going person, and I hadn't been on DH for more than maybe two weeks. I hadn't posted a picture and someone close to where I live sent me a wink. Flattered as well as surprised, as I read his profile of how much of the way he described himself and what he was looking for- he sounded like we might get along. Just looking for company and friendship. I emailed him back and he emailed me back 2 or 3 times in a week. Then I told him that I was planning to take my girlfriend out to meet an old friend at a bar (perhaps he knows the bar, it is new to me but I have heard good and bad things about it. He also said in profile that he doesn't drink. O also posted my picture. In our emails we discussed how to chat and he offered to walk me through getting on to chat together. Within two days of posting my picture, he made himself invisible and and blocked me, I wasn't able to find out why. Now, the grown woman that I am says that I should just forget about this whole ordeal. But my heart, well I feel like someone ripped it out. I think that was a very mean and unjust thing to do. All sorts of questions entered my mind...is he married?.. although his profile said he wasn't, was I too ugly?..so I didn't want to scare anyone else, I deleted my picture!..Or did he think I was a bar hopper or something? I just had to write this to get the fog of it out of my brain and my heart. I guess I won't be getting to know anyone on DH if they can't communicate about what they really feel. Maybe I should be glad that he ran now instead of later. hahahah
Terri
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