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by dmndgal at 5/10/2008 12:36:27 PM

I was divorced in September. I was with him 20 yrs, married for 18. Then poof it was over.
That had to be one of the worst experiences in my life.
I am sure there are other ppl that feel the same, if they have gone through a nasty divorce and got screwed along the way.
I have made it over the hump and have started living again. Yes, I am still bitter but it is not eating me up inside any more.
I have two children, my daughter is 17 1/2 and my son will be 19 soon. That was hard also. They turned on me and took his side and I did not do anything wrong. I love my kids, but they really hurt me alot.
I have been out and having fun and meeting alot of nice new ppl. I have also met some real assholes lol.
I am trying to figure out who I am now. I am no longer in the role of "wife" and that has been hard to adjust to.
Who am I, what do I like, what do I want? Well, I want to be happy just like everyone else. Is that to much to ask? I am working on that slowly but surely. My family has been a great support system .I appreciate them immensly. My mother especially. She is my guardian angel here on earth.
Next blog entry will be more positive now that I got this out.