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by cuddlemomma at 5/12/2008 5:17:35 PM
Could it be that I have really found someone so totally exactally like what I have been looking for? After all this time, could my search be over? I am so use to things not working out, I am so afraid I am going to do something to run him off. I deserve to be happy. To fall in love. To find someone who is so wonderful to spend time with, no matter what we are doing. I have paid my dues. I have invested my heart and soul in relationships that left me craving true love and respect, why not me? I have earned true love and respect. I planted seeds in other lives and now, maybe I am going to reap the reward of the most wonderful love I could ever imagine in another heart. It could happen!
What if he hates my dogs? Or my body? There is such a delicate line to walk where men are involved. Who knows what I have been doing wrong that prevented the other relationships from developing deeper. HEY, STUPID, I KNOW! None of those other guys were what you were looking for. They didn't meet what I was looking for. They were not like me or understood me like he does. This is like a calm river, flowing easily down stream to its ultimate end, where the two rivers converge together, eaisly, without rough waters. Could it really be that I got it right this time?
Ok, you have not even seen a picture of this guy and you have not met. Don't get your hopes up, what if the chemistery is not there in person like it is on the phone and in the Emails? I don't want you to get hurt again. Take it easy, don't put all your chips on the table yet. BREATHE.
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