What is love really like?

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What is love really like?
by simbasfriend at 5/19/2008 4:36:36 PM

Ok here I go again,

I am really trying to understand love of another in a romantic way. I am listing to great music right now but it makes love seem wonderful. That you give up everything for another person and that you feel wonderful when you are with someone. I know I have never felt like this ever and I am not sure if I am capable of this kind of love.

I want to love someone special ( if you read this then you know who you are) but I wonder if this love is possible.

I sometimes I guess see love as more of a business transaction. It is cheaper to live with someone else and I guess if you are with someone you are not lonely. BUT is this love. What if you feel complete the way you are.

I see so many people in my life married, dating or living with someone else but I am not sure I can ever say they are happier than me.

I just get so confused. I think I am getting scared of being alone. I think I am scared of what would ever happen god forbid I did not have my parents and I was all alone. Would I be able to live?

Well I hope that love like that happens in music and movies really exists. I hope that special someone, knows that I am hoping for a future even though any future with someone scares the life out of me.

I guess maybe everything boils down to the fact I am so scared of everything.

Colleen