peaches32
Aberdeen, NC
age: 33
| WE NEVER KNOW
by peaches32 at 6/22/2008 2:12:29 PM
WE NEVER KNOW
Current mood: animated
My mind was open to the fact that you were going to return just like you said, however, a few months rolls by and my only thought is that you're dead, no phone call, no letter in the mail, my life is lifeless, like a ship without a sail.
I knew deep inside something had to be wrong, cause you wouldn't leave me like this and make those old wounds given to me resurface, and you would not just walk away without and good reason or purpose, so I thought, now here I am wondering what to do with all this bottled pain, being with you all these years was the only thing my heart gained, now you're gone, and I'm alone.
I would give anything to have you back in my arms again, you make me feel like taking my life and I know that is a sin, but I love you so much and I don't want to let go, but, where did you go? I am trying so hard to stay aflow, I got a phone call today telling me what I didn't want to know, your body was found, but no sign of your soul, suddenly I felt something cold, your hands whisked briefly across the side of my face, I knew it was you, for no other could take your place, a saw you just by turning to the brightness of the light, you looked me directly and said you were alright, and now that you are home in the presence of our king, rest easy baby, for your love I now have seen.
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satinsky2
Charlotte, NC
age: 59 online now!
| That was Powerful. It gave me Chills.
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peaches32
Aberdeen, NC
age: 33
| thank you very much
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4realsinglemom
Dayton, OH
age: 25
| Awsome! Both of my parents are dead and I ahve felt the same feeling many times.
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peaches32
Aberdeen, NC
age: 33
| thank you and im sorry to hear about your parents, I lost my mom and that took alot from me, so i know the feeling, it gets better but you never forget!
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