seh_83
Union, MO
age: 25
| I've always had more guy friends than what I do girl friends... I've never had a decent boyfriend and I'm 24 years old. On one side of the coin, I'm jealous of all of my married friends, because they have someone to spend their days with, but on the other, a few of those friends wish they had never gotten married and had kids so young. I'm torn between wanting something so badly, and choosing to be happy by myself. Does any of this make any since to anyone?
Geez, I feel like.... okay, here's the deal.
This is so hard for me to be this open about it, but here I go.
I've been trying to loose weight, and I feel like that is what's keeping me from getting a decent guy in my life.. but at the same time, I love myself, and that's all that matters, right? Right.. see here's two sides of the coin again. One side wishes I could be thinner than what I am.. that way I might attract someone, but on the other side, I wish I could find a guy that isn't that judgement to not even want to talk to a girl because she has a few extra pounds on her.
This seems like it's turning into a bit of a rant, but, this is how I feel at the moment, and luckily for all of you, you're all on the receiving end of it.
I mean, how hard would it be for me to have someone in my life that I could share everything with? Seems like it's pretty difficult, sadly.
I just want to be able to sit across the table from someone and loose myself in their eyes. I want to be in that crowded restaurant, and forget that everyone else is in the room, and all that matters is the two of us having a fantastic time.
Anyone have any words of advice or wisdom? I would appreciate it.
Have a great night.
Sarah
[Edited 10/13/2007 7:57:46 PM]
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chopperbabe
Overland Park, KS
age: 47
| You may love yourself but you haven't excepted yourself as who you are and you are trying to be someone that you aren't. Losing weight you can look good but is that still gonna bring a good man into your life??? I can change my hair color but it's still me underneath so any physical changes I make won't be the attraction ... it's gotta come within
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seh_83
Union, MO
age: 25
| I understand that.. some guys like the skinnier girls and they past by every other girl that isn't thin. That's all I was saying. ..but thank you for your comment.
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