cassie19
Katy, TX
age: 19
| Here I sit in my mothers house
nursing a bruised and aching body,
My daughter asleep beside me looking like the angel she is...
Just like every fight before I am left bruised and naked on the floor,
to pick myself up and dust myself off.
Everythime we fight it gets worse and worse.
He used to just push me and he'd feel sorry about it.
Then came the slapping he'd cry and tell me that he's sorry.
Now he throws me, pushes me, punches me, kicks, slaps and bites me. Yet the tears and the, "i am so sorry baby, I love you." are never far behind.
neither is the "Iam sorry sometimes i just snap." or the, "Iam so tired I didnt know what i was doing." or my favorite, "If you wernt just like my exs' we might get along."
while my heart lies in pieces on the floor where my crumpled body used to be. it has been smashed in with the blood from my wounds, the tears from my eyes, the saliva from his mouth while he yells and spits and curses at me.
yet all this time my body stayed
but my happyness left
my laughter is gone
the joy that i used to have he took...
but the one thing he will never get...
JASMINE
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nibblediver
Monticello, MN
age: 45
| That's terribly sad. I'm not here to lecture.
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The woman she is this lady of mine
A sweetheart, a mommy, a dear friend divine
I hug her I kiss her I love her so true
My emptiness pains me, my emptiness subdued
One day will shine brightly, up high over nigh
From dust covered twilight, through seasons all clear
A jabbing just hit me, not pain just ill thought
My dear friend divine, my angel, my child
One day she will leave me, one day she will wed
Like fathers before me, my soul sees sheer dread
My daughters will grow, they'll all shed bad tears
But deep down within me, is daddy, their cheer
Their footsteps so softly go on through the night
When dreaming or sleeping, I hold their love tight
When harm hurts my child my heart opens up
I'm still their sweet daddy, their daddy divine
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God Bless you Jasmine
[Edited 5/16/2008 1:52:14 PM]
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ismypleasure
Fullerton, CA
age: 36
| My interests have always been a bad trait of mine
A bad trait of mine because my interests are about me
My interests are about me so very selfishly I might add
Selfishly I might add is how I make my decisions
I make my decisions based on how things will affect me
How things will affect me and what have I to gain
What have I to gain if I'd put another ahead of myself
Until now I can not answer that, my interests are of myself
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filmcriti
Springfield, MA
age: 47
| Thats not shame thats abuse and if this is real u should leave him once abuser
always one for your daughters safety leave......
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