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| star98cu | Last Online: Today |
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| Location: | Las Vegas Nevada |
| Zip Code: | 89108 |
| Age: | 61, Taurus |
| Height: | 6 ft. 4 in. |
| Hair, Eyes: | Gray, Blue |
| Body Type: | Muscular |
| Ethnicity: | White |
| Religion: | Didn't Say |
| Politics: | Didn't Say |
| Education: | Some College |
| Income: | $25,000 - $50,000 |
| Job: | Transportation/Warehousing |
| Drink: | Drink Socially |
| Smoke: | Don't Smoke |
| Status: | Single |
| Have Kids: | Yes, not living with me |
| Want More: | No |
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| Personality |
I've been divorced over four years now and I gotta admit: I go through women like a weed whacker. If I were a more “normal” kind of guy, hell the sex part of that would be great. But I am NOT normal---and it is by choice that I seldom hang with a lady long enough to get to the sex.
Loser? . . . No, I'm a winner. Hear me out---maybe you are too. To understand me you gotta understand what I view as “normal.”
Normal people meet one another, talk, try to get to know one another, all the while they are figuring out what the other person wants. Then they pretend that is who they are. Oh, most won't admit it even to themselves, but that is what the "normal" relationship shapes up like. It's understandable—after all, everyone has a need to be accepted.
Normal people are often incapable of changing their perception. That would require looking at themselves—and maybe even the possibility that they are “wrong” about something.
Also, normal people prefer to blame others for the way they feel. The bad thing about not taking responsibility for your choice of feelings and perception is that you are then at the mercy of who other people are and what they do. Leads a person to having a HUGE need to control others, especially the ones they care about and are vulnerable toward.
So . . . normal relationships generally end up as a struggle to control one another and neither one knowing just who the other really is. Sometimes the control is subtle—the guilt trips, the disappointments, the hurt looks, the taking of offense---sometimes more dramatic, as in arguments and fights.
As I see it, there are two basic ways of looking at life. There's "normal”---as above---and there's the “not normal” scary people like me. Yup—a man who can't be controlled---won't be held hostage to your feelings . . . Yes, I just naturally send most “normal” ladies screaming into the night. Damn scary!
So you can see how it is I'm looking for a very “not normal” lady. Some people call us New Age. All this long-a$$ed psycho babble is by way of attracting that very special one. You see, it is not the WHAT you do, rather it is the HOW you think that determines the WHO you are. As so few here seem to want to admit the “who” they are, I am at a loss to find her. And I am damned tired of scaring off the ladies I meet.
Yes, I too have a need to be accepted. This is me . . . The REAL me. Not some fake facade I can just shrug and change if I'm rejected. I've been up front with who I am. Now about what I want . . .
My first marriage---of 25 yrs---didn't end because I quit loving her. I want to feel that kind of love again, only this time, I want it returned, just as I give it. I want a woman who knows she is always free to leave, but chooses to stay because I too, am that last great love of her life.
She'll will need to be attractive, in fair physical shape, love dogs and especially, love riding on the back of my motorcycle. Oh, and she'll will need the ability to appreciate my crude sense of humor.
Now . . . You will understand how it is that with a profile like this, those ladies who have a stick lodged where it don't belong have already gotten sore enough to bail off this bike---and the rest of the “normal” ones never got on.
If you are still on, and you find yourself physically attracted, maybe even irresistibly intrigued, then YOU NEED TO CONTACT ME. I've put myself forth here, but I'm really wanting to retiring my weed whacker. I WILL NOT CONTACT THE LADIES HERE.
This is NOT an ego thing. You see, I do very well with running off those ladies whose thought systems just don’t match mine—those whose relationships more closely resemble a drama on the stage of life.
AND YET, of the ones I’ve approached who I’ve wanted to love? . . . Not ONE has wanted me. And I am a DAMNED attractive man—one often taken for 10 to 15 years younger! And more to the point, for those few who truly understand what I’ve expressed here, my thought system makes me a DAMNED rare and desireable commodity in this singles environment.
STILL, my ficker is pucked up. I’m done with ficking women who don’t want me. If you want me, YOU WILL NEED TO FICK ME.
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| Personality Type: | Outgoing |
| Want To Find: | A woman ages 45 to 62 to date |
| I Party: | Every weekend |
Interests:
I Like: | childlike but not childish, consciousness, dogs, free spirit, lapidary, live like you were dying, motorcycles, new age, new thought, open minded, sensual, silversmithing, spiritual but not religious, writing |
| My Groups: | Nevada Chat Other Religions |
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