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| Location: | Mexico Missouri |
| Zip Code: | 65265 |
| Age: | 39, Taurus |
| Height: | 5 ft. 3 in. |
| Hair, Eyes: | Light Brown, Brown |
| Body Type: | Large |
| Ethnicity: | White |
| Religion: | Christian |
| Politics: | Didn't Say |
| Education: | High School |
| Income: | Less than $25,000 |
| Job: | Other |
| Drink: | Drink Occasionally |
| Smoke: | Don't Smoke |
| Status: | Single |
| Have Kids: | Yes, not living with me |
| Want More: | Didn't Say |
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| Personality |
I am 38, and female. I am married, but my husband is very ill, and won't be around much longer. He is the love of my life. I've been with other men, and sexually they just don't do for me what my husband has. He is the only one to ever satisfy me in every way. I have always found women attractive, but never acted on it, as it would never be accepted in my family. I tried to experiment in high school, a friend and I "messed around" but I really truly can't explain the feelings I had. They wern't just sex or perversion feelings. I wanted to be with her, but she wouldn't go all the way, she said she wasn't a lesbian. I let it go at that. I started dating men, been married twice, and had sex with several other men. I hated it. This sounds weird, but it felt dirty. Now my husband, he truly satisfies me, I love him so much, and I know another man will give me what he has. The only other person I felt happy and not dirty touching was my girlfriend. I truly believe I am a lesbian, and I think it is time to come out. This is a new thing for me. I have never actually had sex with a woman, my friend and I just fondled and kissed. I need help sorting my feelings out and what I am. I know I've been with a man, but I hated sex and relationships with them that went further than friendship, it just doesn't work for me. My husband is just different, I can't explain it. I am looking for somebody who will be kind, understanding, and help me. Someone who is not all about looks, as I am larger. I am looking for a bbw lesbian site. I prefer someone close to my home, so you can help me. I hope I find this person. I'm tired of denying my feelings for women. My husband knows of my dilema, and he is supporting me all the way. He wants me to be happy when I'm gone. I know I should wait and mourn him, believe me, I do, I dread "that time." But we haven't had sex in over a year, and he wants me to be happy. He is not at all jealous. He wants me to be who I really am and quit denying it. I am a lesbian. I hope to find a full time, forever relationship with that special someone. But I also have to learn what is involved. Get over the fear. Have sex with a woman, hold hands in public, etc. You may not want forever, but if you are willing to be a friend and help me come out, I would be forever grateful. I do not have a pic as of yet. I am 5'3", long auborn hair, brown eyes, people say I'm very pretty, but I'm working on my weight, as I hate it. My husband is also wanting just to watch one time, always been a fantasy, but if you don't like that, that is fine also.
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| Personality Type: | Shy |
| Want To Find: | A woman ages 30 to 50 to date |
| I Party: | Didn't Say |
Interests:
I Like: | camping, reading, spending time with family, walking |
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