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Single Women Duluth, Minnesota, MN, Dark Brown Hair, Blue Eyes
 Location:Duluth Minnesota
 Zip Code:55811
 Age:36, Cancer
 Height:5 ft. 4 in.
 Hair, Eyes:Dark Brown, Blue
 Body:Didn't Say
 Religion:Not Religious
 Politics:Didn't Say
 Education:Some College
 Income:$275,000 - $1,000,000
 Smoke:Smoke Regularly
 Has Kids:Yes, not living with me
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About Me
Well recently I lost my soulmate to cancer a year ago , just like in the movies where a person meets their soulmate only for one of them to die ...

He was the love of my life and because the pain of loving someone who feels the same or doesn't perhaps they pass away either way love happens the pain of it all in the end isn't worth the butterflies .

It's not worth the feeling of falling when they are near because feelings change eventually one or the other stop feeling how they did in the beginning and the relationship ends .

I'll give some advice to those who still seek love and relationships , you want it to last when you find it when you do ..

First off stop looking for love , you'll end up with someone you don't love just so you don't have to be alone not worth the energy of trying to make it work ..

Second of all when you do find the one you're with tell them straight up who you are and not just the best things about you I mean your bad quality's as well ..

If you can't be honest with the person and feel you have to be someone else to impress them than they aren't the one for you .

A soulmate is someone you feel so comfortable around you can tell them your deepest darkest secrets knowing they won't judge you ..

You won't feel you need to lie to them so they trust you , you can tell them anything about your thoughts and feelings and they will tell you theirs ..

I'm not sure when you do find your soulmate that you'll lose them by death all the time or if I'm just that unlucky .

Real love is rare and hard to come by , but if real love is what you seek stop seeking at all and it will happen .

Before I met Steve my soulmate I had it in my mind already I'd never fall in love again and I was happy with that , and he walked in the door with my sister as soon as I seen him I was in love as was he with me ..

3 years I had with him and it wasn't enough , the last 6 months of his life was difficult , dying is easy watching someone you love die is the hardest ...

I was his primary caregiver so he wouldn't have to live in a nursing home or whatever it killed me everyday watching him slowly turn into skin and bones literally ..

He couldn't hold down food , when he passed away he was 70 pounds of bone and skin , when we met he was 190 pounds ..

I'm only writing this because I've been getting a lot of messages from people looking for a relationship and I don't want to have to feel like I need to explain why I'll never get involved again ..

If you read all this and want to chat that I can do ..
So I know you have read my profile all the way message me with your first words being hi Lynsey , that's my first name or say hi blue ..

I love when people tell me they read my whole profile and knowing they didn't .

If you want some advice about anything just know I don't judge I won't go to fourms and tell the world what you say just know whatever you say you can tell me in confidence

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